I kill an ant...
And realize my three children
Were watching.
—Shuson Kato
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Inspired by and borrowed from Rawforbeauty.com
Picture this. A black bear opens your car door, sits in the driver's seat and devours five pounds of peaches that you picked up at a local farmers market that morning. In the very back of the Subaru is a plastic ice chest containing two veggie sandwiches, a hunk of cheddar, and some cold smoked salmon. The bear crawls into the back, drags the cooler up and out the door and has a picnic on a rock. Sill hungry, he goes back for the honey and a handful of almonds, and a few bananas that he decides he'd rather sit on than eat.
I didn't know that bears opened car doors like humans. Did you? I researched black bear behavior and found out that bears recognize "coolers." If we had locked the doors to our car, I saw the damage they could do, trying to get to that ice chest. They might pry the door off with those claws. They might damage windows and dent the roof. Our bear "Peaches", he just took the food and split. Good bear.
Remember how thrilled I get when I discover that wild animals visit our land? You've seen the pictures. Moose droppings, cat tracks, bear scat. I had a visitor, alright. This black bear ransacked our car, ate all our food and left me with eyes wide open and a sticky peach mess to clean up.
I don't mind. Really, I don't. I'm happy to know that bears still roam our forest. It's unfortunate that they've resorted to sniffing out people's trash and campground goodies, though. The forest isn't enough for them. And that's sad.
The Silver Moonbeam was a sight to behold. Aluminum, shining in the sun. The aspens were healthy and plentiful. Their clean white bark with quaking green leaves, dancing on a soft breeze. In such high elevation, the air was fresh and sweet and exhilarating. Wind from Raven wings flapped in my direction, as she looked down on me and welcomed me home.
Perched on a rock, I wrote.
Perched on a rock, C strummed.
Some folks drive the bears out of the wilderness
Some to see a bear would pay a fee
Me, I just bear up to my bewildered best
And some folks even see the bear in me ~ Lyle Lovett
At intermission, we spoke of the bear. And of other wild animals. We spoke of wilderness and mountains and rivers and joy.
After spending a dusty day with the mustangs, we headed a little further west, and walked into a dream.
The Gates of Lodore opened wide, as the emerald Green River flowed through the deep red canyon walls, luring us in. This place, this ancient, old place, is none other than Dinosaur National Monument in northwest Colorado. It continues on the other side of the mountains, into Utah, where Jurassic creatures, now fossilized, were embedded into a sandbar 149 million years ago.
The enormous cottonwood tree at campsite 9 coaxed me in. I hopped out of the Subaru, eager to check out the place we'd be spending the night. Running my hand around that tree, I found a weathered horse skull at the base of the trunk!
How utterly ironic. With all my mustang love and passion for bones, this was a gift, a sacred campsite, so I would remember the horses. The one's from today. The one's here and gone.
It had been a scorcher out at the Sand Wash Basin. Particles of dirt and dust stuck to my bare arms and legs, and rabbit brush stems and stickers had eased their way inside my socks and hiking boots. Just on the other side of our camp was the river. We couldn't wait!
The Green River is wide and slow moving. It was cold. It was perfect. C and I swam and splashed around and talked about the ponies. We laughed at the little sandpiper birds doing mating dances in the sky. I don't know if they were really trying to mate, but they acted very flirty, like it was a courting game.
Feeling refreshed and invigorated, we hiked to where the river starts to flow into the deep canyon. The canyon of Lodore. That's exactly where our trail ended. We sat on wide, flat rocks and stared, as if in a trance, at the jaw-dropping scenery before our eyes. The cliffs were high and rust and fushia with contrasting greens of pine and fir trees standing like soldiers on the mountain palette. We sat there for a long time. It was one of the most quiet places I had ever been to. If we talked, we whispered. A bird the color of Azure caught my attention, flitting from tree to tree. From a crack in the rock, a curious lizard made an appearance, looked at me, then quickly crawled away. C and I both watched an osprey dive into the river and and fly away with the prize fish. We watched the sun go down. Needless to say, I didn't want to leave.
Did we step into Narnia? Maybe.
Was it sublime? Yes. It really was.
"Rawah" means "wild place" in the Native American language.
Here are some pictures my husband took a few days ago, when he backpacked up into this high alpine wilderness.
Moose were introduced to this area in the 70's and they are thriving now. With plenty of willow trees and abundant lakes and no predators, it's an ideal habitat for them.
Look at these cinnamon babies!!!!
And to think mama would nonchalantly let them nurse, in the company of C.
Moose live in such a secretive world, but my husband's presence seems to be non threatening to her.
He's my mountain man, another Tom Brown the Tracker, part Grizzly Adams, and a little Edward Abbey.
A friend of mine said to me yesterday, "you guys attract animals!".
She could be right. Or we are just that lucky.
Wherever I go, there they are.
Sun bleached spinal cords.
Antelope legs of velvet, dirt in their hooves. What the mountain lion leaves behind. She was his meal.
Jawbones and teeth of a deer. Or a coyote. Blessed by the sun.
A ravens wing. A chipmunk's tail. The raven ate the chipmunk. But, who tangled with the raven?
A great blue heron on a rock on a prairie.
Woodpecker nests in a ponderosa pine.
Mountain lion scat.
And feathers...
And more feathers.
The land is wild. Alive!
Bambi was no more than a foot long, as she followed mama on wobbly legs. Just days old?